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You better come back here you good for nothing brat" I cover my ears with my palms. That was my stepmother calling me. Her voice sounds murderous and I didnt want to face her today. She had slapped and hit me too much already. Im afraid I cant take it anymore so I hid in my pressure. I peeked through the crack in my closet and saw my stepmom with a really pissed off look on her face. She was holding that fuck off that Im always afraid of. I was thinking about how much it would hurt if she hits me with it again. Im ripe thirteen and whoever said 13 was an unlucky number, they were right. My mom had died when I was just turning ten. Before she died she told me that I was the most beautiful girl in the world and how proud she was to be my mother. She said even though shell be gone, her kip down is with me always. Tears rolled down my cheeks. If you love me mommy, how can you be so selfish to leave me? So at once when I had turn 13 my soda pop had married Mok Young A, who is my stepmom today? She was a cold- midpointed woman who tortured me all day. Any self-esteem I had for myself was shattered and I was living a nightmare. My closet door suddenly opened. "There you are you wicked girl" My stepmom started cussing at me as she pulled me out and threw me onto the floor. I began to tremble because I knew what was going to happen next. * belted ammunition whack whack. * I cried out in pain but I knew that no one is going to hear my cries. I desperately began to gasp for air. My heart was aching again. I couldnt breathe. "Not again Dont you see how much youre costing your father and me with your heart problems? If it wasnt for all these medical bills we wouldnt be so poor now" I had this heart condition where air would suddenly shut off and I couldnt breathe. The doctors are trying to save me by giving me a gas helmet and pills, but theyre not sure how much longer Ill be able to live. My dad (who was a pathetic excuse for a man) came in. He l ooked down at me with sorrowful eyes. He held my stepmoms arm lightly and said, "I think she had enough.